Tuesday, December 08, 2015

Creeping, Stop it!

I can feel you around me but I want you to leave! Understand that I no longer want you in my life and I am trying to move on!

I feel an overwhelming sadness, loneliness that cannot be described. You make me second guess every choice I have ever made. You make me replay moments in life and over analyze the little details that no longer matter.

I keep on pushing but you are pushing back harder than ever and I can't control the emotions that I feel. Little things have made me upset and the staleness of daily life has somehow feels like overwhelming of nothing accomplished in life.

I have family
I have friends
I have everything that I need yet you make me feel unsatisfied.

I'll take my daughters advice, if you don't get up and do something you might miss out on all the fun. She is only 4.

Just a little on how I am feeling today. I will be better tomorrow

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